suspense

[Nikki]

Hey all. I am still fairly new here but am hoping to become a regular soon.
AF is supposed to arrive is 6 days. I wrote before about irregular bowl
movements but they seem to have gone. What I have been noticing more more
today besides being constantly hungry and fatigues is my breast are started
to be very tender. It is somewhat normal for the nipples to hurt a few days
before AF but now it is different. Or maybe it isn't and it is wishful
thinking.

Not sure which it is but had to tell someone. I don't want to be too
hopeful so I get a big dissappointment but can't help it.

Sorry if this post is "stupid" just needed to let some of the things I am
experiencing out. DH isn't too into listening yet because he is very
hopeful as well and doesn't want to be disappointment either.

Thanks for listening.

Nikki
TTC #1
The suspense is killing me.

[jjmoreta]

"Nikki" > wrote in message
...
> Hey all. I am still fairly new here but am hoping to become a regular
soon.
> AF is supposed to arrive is 6 days. I wrote before about irregular bowl
> movements but they seem to have gone. What I have been noticing more more
> today besides being constantly hungry and fatigues is my breast are
started
> to be very tender. It is somewhat normal for the nipples to hurt a few
days
> before AF but now it is different. Or maybe it isn't and it is wishful
> thinking.
>
> Not sure which it is but had to tell someone. I don't want to be too
> hopeful so I get a big dissappointment but can't help it.
>
> Sorry if this post is "stupid" just needed to let some of the things I am
> experiencing out. DH isn't too into listening yet because he is very
> hopeful as well and doesn't want to be disappointment either.
>
> Thanks for listening.
>
> Nikki
> TTC #1
> The suspense is killing me.
>

I just responded to your other post, Nikki. I'm sending you sanity vibes,
because I've never been able to stand the wait to be tested either.

You end up trying not to commit too much emotion into things just in case it
isn't, so you go crazy trying not to think about it. All the negative
possibilities run through your mind and then you wonder if you're jinxing
things. You read volumes into every single thing you feel and you feel like
you're looking at your body through a microscope but you can't get any
answers. The first trimester is much the same way, *sigh*. I did a lot of
praying those first few months, for the baby and for my sanity (I'm a
worrier).

Feel free to vent as much as you need to here. Most of us have been there
before and it isn't fun at all. My DH wasn't much help either. He kept
telling me that I was either pregnant or not, and either way there was
nothing I could do but wait. *grrs*

Good luck!

- Joanne
#1 - 25w3d