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VBAC vs repeat C... again... sorry
Hello all...
I know this has really been discussed on here several times recently -- VBAC vs. repeat C-section. Thanks to all who have helped me up until this point. I have to make a decision in about 8 weeks as to what I am going to do. I joined the ICAN list, but quite frankly, I didn't feel like I connected with those people. My c-section was necessary. I am not angry that I had one. I don't feel violated because I had a c-section. I can understand if someone had a c-section that turned out to be unnecessary that they might feel angry or violated. My hospital had at first seemed very willing to help me in any way, but they are throwing out more and more restrictions as it gets closer to the time of the birth. They don't seem as helpful anymore. I was wondering if there are some resources online that I should be reading. Please no medical studies. I have read those until my head hurts. I know the risks. I am more looking for personal experiences or people talking about VBAC or c-section. Maybe a how to on c-section and VBAC. That sort of the thing. Any help would be appreciated! TIA! -- Daye Momma to Jayan "Boy" EDD 11 Jan 2004 See Jayan: http://jayan.topcities.com/ |
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VBAC vs repeat C... again... sorry
On Tue, 21 Oct 2003 20:54:00 -0500, Nan wrote:
But I'm wondering, what type of restrictions is your hospital wanting to impose? Basically, I have to go into birth naturally before my due date. My baby has to progress *to their standards* -- not sure what that is, but it probably ain't the same as mine. I will be monitored pretty heavily. If these are not met, c-section. So the deck is pretty stacked against me anyway. -- Daye Momma to Jayan "Boy" EDD 11 Jan 2004 See Jayan: http://jayan.topcities.com/ |
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VBAC vs repeat C... again... sorry
Daye wrote:
I was wondering if there are some resources online that I should be reading. Please no medical studies. I have read those until my head hurts. I know the risks. I am more looking for personal experiences or people talking about VBAC or c-section. Maybe a how to on c-section and VBAC. That sort of the thing. Aside from the medical risks and the emotional hurdles (not meaning to downplay either), I would imagine that a successful VBAC is no different from any other vaginal birth. How much of this is that your head says you ought to be considering a VBAC, but your gut is more comfortable with the devil you already know? It seems to me that for you to have a VBAC, there has to be a part of you that *wants* a vaginal birth, not just a part that thinks you *ought* to want a vaginal birth. You've been struggling with this issue for a long time now, and I certainly understand that it's a difficult issue to wrestle with, but really, what are you looking for that would incline you towards a VBAC? Ultimately, for you to choose a VBAC, you have to perceive that there is some benefit to it that outweighs the disadvantages you perceive. I guess I've never heard you say anything that made me believe that you wanted a vaginal birth other than a sense that *maybe* it's the lower risk thing to do and *maybe* you'd be missing out on something good if you didn't. Set against that, you have a lot of worries about labor getting out of control or something bad happening. I keep getting the vibe that if you chose to try a VBAC, you'd go into it white-knuckled. Whether that's rational or not is a bit meaningless at this point. If you still feel that way after all the research you've done, there might not be a way to make you comfortable with choosing a VBAC. If you can't be relatively comfortable with the decision, it's hard to see how it would turn out to be a good experience. It seems like you'd almost have to be ambushed by a fabulous vaginal birth experience against your will and all expectations ;-) Sometimes these decisions just aren't as rational and clinical as we'd like them to be. If your emotional reality is simply that you're not where you'd need to be for a VBAC, then maybe the thing to do is recognize that and plan accordingly. Or, if that thought is abhorrent to you, then maybe you need to commit to the idea of a VBAC. At some point, you need to stop torturing yourself! And, of course, you can always change your mind up until the very point that you head into the OR or are about to push out a baby if you decide you don't like your decision. I know the hospital folk will try to get you to make a decision and will cover their butts by explaining all the ways that they might not be able to accommodate what you want when you want it, but truth be told, if you're willing to put your foot down you will very likely get whatever you want reasonably close to when you want it. They're just not going to say you will because then you'll hold them to it. Best wishes, Ericka |
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VBAC vs repeat C... again... sorry
On Wed, 22 Oct 2003 11:35:38 +1000, Daye wrote:
Hello all... I know this has really been discussed on here several times recently -- VBAC vs. repeat C-section. Thanks to all who have helped me up until this point. I have to make a decision in about 8 weeks as to what I am going to do. I joined the ICAN list, but quite frankly, I didn't feel like I connected with those people. My c-section was necessary. I am not angry that I had one. I don't feel violated because I had a c-section. I can understand if someone had a c-section that turned out to be unnecessary that they might feel angry or violated. My hospital had at first seemed very willing to help me in any way, but they are throwing out more and more restrictions as it gets closer to the time of the birth. They don't seem as helpful anymore. I was wondering if there are some resources online that I should be reading. Please no medical studies. I have read those until my head hurts. I know the risks. I am more looking for personal experiences or people talking about VBAC or c-section. Maybe a how to on c-section and VBAC. That sort of the thing. Any help would be appreciated! TIA! there are tonnes of stuff out there that you could read... but you probably already read most of it if you've been listening to what came thru your mailbox on the ICAN list. this is a lovely site (has graphic c/s pics- warning) http://www.pattiramos.com/birthmemories.html going thru my bookkmarks; http://www.vbac.org.uk/ is great http://www.victoriousbirth.com/ has some stuff I have more, but I guess that it's not really a matter of persuading you. I have abstracts at hand about risks of c/s that to me far outweigh any risks of VBAC, but you said no studies. The only other thing I'll say is that recovery from a repeat c/s was SO HARD on a close friend of mine that she now *wants* a VBAC for the baby she is currently carrying. Scar + overhang issues; surgical recovery issues while trying to parent a toddler. I wouldn't wish that on you. My own VBAC was the happiest, most astonishing experience of my life- I would wish that on you :-). http://users.bigpond.com/hope.nesmit...tarabirth.html You gotta do what you're comfortable with though. I also realise that you can decline any intervention or test (you mention restrictions and don't sound happy about them). sorry this is terse I am nak. Hope all goes well for you. Hope -- Riley 1993 c/s Tara 2002 HBAC proudly distributing Mayawrap Baby Slings Down Under http://www.babyslings-australia.com |
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VBAC vs repeat C... again... sorry
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The only other thing I'll say is that recovery from a repeat c/s was SO HARD on a close friend of mine that she now *wants* a VBAC for the baby she is currently carrying. Scar + overhang issues; surgical recovery issues while trying to parent a toddler. I wouldn't wish that on you. Hope Well that's a total YMMV thing. Even with Lewis' horrendous birth, the physical recovery was the same as the other 2 c-sections - easy. I don't get the big deal about already having a toddler either. Plenty of people do tough things while they have kids. Do you think no mothers have any other kind of surgery - even elective surgery? Of course they do and everyone gets through it just fine. |
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VBAC vs repeat C... again... sorry
"Ericka Kammerer" wrote in message
... Aside from the medical risks and the emotional hurdles (not meaning to downplay either), I would imagine that a successful VBAC is no different from any other vaginal birth. To be fair, I'm not sure this is entirely true. Mechanically, of course, they're probably no different from one another. But certainly for those patients who really *wanted* a vaginal birth, having their first successful one is probably a more significant event from an emotional POV than the vaginal births of most other women. So while there may not be many functional difference, I'll bet for most successful VBACers, there's an even higher degree of satisfaction and empowerment in their birth experiences than for the vast majority of either primiparas or multiparas who've had normal vaginal deliveries. -- Be well, Barbara (Julian [6], Aurora [4], and Vernon's [19mo] mom) This week's special at the English Language Butcher Shop: "Use repeatedly for severe damage." -- Directions on shampoo bottle Daddy: You're up with the chickens this morning. Aurora: No, I'm up with my dolls! All opinions expressed in this post are well-reasoned and insightful. Needless to say, they are not those of my Internet Service Provider, its other subscribers or lackeys. Anyone who says otherwise is itchin' for a fight. -- with apologies to Michael Feldman |
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VBAC vs repeat C... again... sorry
"Daye" wrote in message
... On Tue, 21 Oct 2003 20:54:00 -0500, Nan wrote: But I'm wondering, what type of restrictions is your hospital wanting to impose? Basically, I have to go into birth naturally before my due date. My baby has to progress *to their standards* -- not sure what that is, but it probably ain't the same as mine. I will be monitored pretty heavily. If these are not met, c-section. So the deck is pretty stacked against me anyway. In all honesty, I don't get the impression that your caregivers are terribly supportive of any attempt on your part to VBAC. Constant monitoring *is* important in a VBAC given the higher risk of rupture, but that's the only part of the equation as you've stated it that makes sense to me. Given their expectations vis-a-vis labor onset and progress (which are neither rational nor medically justifiable, BTW), I think it's reasonable to fear that even if you choose a VBAC, you'll wind up having a c-section anyway. Have you asked your caregivers how many of their patients have had successful VBACs? Supposing, just for a moment, that the restrictions regarding labor onset and progress were removed, how would you then feel about choosing a VBAC? Just as importantly, how did you feel about and approach vaginal birth in your first pregnancy? How did you prepare for labor and birth and what sort of birth did you plan for (i.e., did you think you'd want an epidural or other pain relief medications or that you'd prefer an unmedicated birth?) Obviously, all of those plans were derailed, but I wonder if a factor in how you're approaching this decision isn't related to how you felt about labor before your first baby was born. And I think that could be true regardless of what type of birth you were hoping for then. You might suppose that I mean if you were lukewarm about the idea of giving birth and wanting pain meds as soon as possible once in labor, you'd be more likely to want an ERCS, but I don't think that's necessarily the case. I can see equally that having prepared for and really wanted an unmedicated labor and birth and then seeing your plans go up in smoke might well make you even more wary of having your hopes crushed a second time. I get the impression that what is holding you back from choosing a VBAC is primarily the fear that you'll just have another c-section anyway, perhaps after a long and difficult labor (although, with the progress requirements your caregivers are placing on you, I can't imagine it would be all *that* long!). I can understand and appreciate that fear. At the same time, however, it seems counter-intuitive to me to choose a c-section because you fear winding up with one! The only way that makes sense is if you view the c-section after attempting a VBAC as meaning you've failed in some way and/or as evidence that the decision to try the VBAC was flawed in the first place. I don't think either is true for a VBACer than for a woman attempting *any* vaginal birth, though. Think of Andrea, who wound up with her first c-section after ten vaginal births. Did she fail in some way? Was her choice to try a vaginal birth for the 10th time a mistake? Of course not! Nearly a quarter of women (in the US, at least) wind up with a c-section after trying to give birth vaginally, whether before or after a previous c-section. Plenty of them are "managed" straight into those c-sections by their caregivers, but the fact that they wound up having them doesn't mean either that they "failed" at giving birth or that they shouldn't have bothered trying a vaginal birth in the first place. Obviously, if you find the idea of c-section after a trial of labor to be worse than the idea of an elective c-section, then choosing an elective c-section certainly makes a great deal of sense. There's certainly a fairly high likelihood of that happening; I have no idea what the c-section stats in Australia are, but I'll be they're closer to 1 in 5 women than 1 in 10. VBAC or not, that's a pretty high risk of that outcome occurring. At the same time, however, I can't *imagine* choosing an elective c-section to avoid that outcome if I'd never had a c-section before, and the risk of that outcome really isn't significantly greater (from what I've read) for VBAC patients than for women who've never had a baby before. IOW, the risk of c-section after trial of labor in a VBAC patient is roughly equivalent to what you would have faced had you gone into labor with your first. Is that amount of risk really high enough to drive you to choose ERCS? (That's not a rhetorical question, but a real one. I have no idea what constitutes sufficient risk to you.) Anyway, like Ericka, I think if you're going to go into a VBAC with white knuckles and anxiety, it doesn't matter very much whether that's rational or whether most women who have successful VBACs are thrilled with their birth experiences or whether most women who wind up with c-sections after TOL wish they'd just chosen the ERCS in the first place or whether 99% of your caregivers' VBAC patients manage to have vaginal births. If you really *want* a vaginal birth, choose a VBAC. But if you're really not sure it's worth it, then by all means, choose the ERCS and don't overanalyze that decision because no amount of analysis is going to make objective sense of what's ultimately an utterly subjective and emotional choice. Subjective, emotional choices are okay! After all, we make many of the most life-altering decisions, such as whom to marry, on almost entirely subjective, emotional grounds. -- Be well, Barbara (Julian [6], Aurora [4], and Vernon's [19mo] mom) This week's special at the English Language Butcher Shop: "Use repeatedly for severe damage." -- Directions on shampoo bottle Daddy: You're up with the chickens this morning. Aurora: No, I'm up with my dolls! All opinions expressed in this post are well-reasoned and insightful. Needless to say, they are not those of my Internet Service Provider, its other subscribers or lackeys. Anyone who says otherwise is itchin' for a fight. -- with apologies to Michael Feldman |
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VBAC vs repeat C... again... sorry
"Elfanie" wrote in message
... On Wed, 22 Oct 2003 09:19:14 -0700, "Circe" wrote: Constant monitoring *is* important in a VBAC given the higher risk of rupture, This is only really true if you're anesthetised.... because in an unmedicated mom, anything that shows up on a monitor is one of the LAST signs you'd have. (I had a wonderful VBAC homebirth just 13.5 months ago...restrictions/monitoring/etc was no different for me as a VBAC. But I also was not anesthetised...which does make a difference.) Thanks for the clarification, Stephanie. Makes sense to me that, without anesthesia, you'd *feel* the rupture well before it appeared on the monitor. hat said, I wonder if it would be immediately recognizable to most mothers as something *wrong* as opposed to just unusually painful contractions. Maybe it would be incredibly obvious, but having never had a rupture, I wouldn't know! I'd think it would be relatively easy for an experienced midwife to pick up on the difference, but in a hospital setting, I'd be concerned that the laboring mother wouldn't be sufficiently attended by experienced personnel to ensure that a rupture was identified before the last minute. IOW, hospitals tend to rely so much on constant monitoring that women tend to be left alone with relatively inexperienced labor partners (husbands, friends, etc.), so a laboring mother might well get into trouble and without the monitor, the hospital staff would have no way of knowing there was trouble until *after* the last minute. -- Be well, Barbara (Julian [6], Aurora [4], and Vernon's [19mo] mom) This week's special at the English Language Butcher Shop: "Use repeatedly for severe damage." -- Directions on shampoo bottle Daddy: You're up with the chickens this morning. Aurora: No, I'm up with my dolls! All opinions expressed in this post are well-reasoned and insightful. Needless to say, they are not those of my Internet Service Provider, its other subscribers or lackeys. Anyone who says otherwise is itchin' for a fight. -- with apologies to Michael Feldman |
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VBAC vs repeat C... again... sorry
Daye wrote in message . ..
I joined the ICAN list, but quite frankly, I didn't feel like I connected with those people. My c-section was necessary. I am not angry that I had one. I don't feel violated because I had a c-section. I can understand if someone had a c-section that turned out to be unnecessary that they might feel angry or violated. IKWYM. I'm okay with my history of medically necessary c-section. My hospital had at first seemed very willing to help me in any way, but they are throwing out more and more restrictions as it gets closer to the time of the birth. They don't seem as helpful anymore. That really sucks. I was hoping for better for you. I was wondering if there are some resources online that I should be reading. Please no medical studies. I have read those until my head hurts. I know the risks. I am more looking for personal experiences or people talking about VBAC or c-section. Maybe a how to on c-section and VBAC. That sort of the thing. Any help would be appreciated! TIA! The only thing that popped into my head was that you might like to hear what I'm thinking about the same situation. I'm not angry and I don't feel violated because my section was medically necessary. If I do the whole pregnancy thing again, though, I am going to be hell on wheels trying to avoid an unnecessary c-section. I *would* be angry if I was managed into a c-section by hospital protocols on rate of labor progress even though I was making progress on my own and had no signs of pre-eclampsia and the baby was fine. (I suspect I would be check myself out against medical advice angry.) I would be angry if my OB wanted to do a ERCS even if the scar tissue was thick on ultrasound. I would be angry if anyone said "prostaglandin". Essentially, I will be angry if I am cut for no particular reason when VBACs are the standard of care. I do not want substandard care; I wanted a homebirth last time and if a second pregnancy ends in a successful VBAC I may go for a third HBAC. I wanted that homebirth because in the vast majority of cases a homebirth results in superior care. Mind you, in a case of repeat severe pre-eclampsia, I have no argument with ERCS whatsoever. I healed very quickly last time. The nurses said I wasn't acting "magged out", that I was up and about much more quickly than the other c-section moms on the floor, none of whom were on IV mag sulfate, and that it was probably because I'd been taking such good care of myself during pregnancy. (I told them that my nutrition plan for my next pregnancy was marijuana and Pixie Stix since all my careful attention to diet and exercise had ended the way it had.) I would ask: Are you okay with getting a c-section even if the only reason for the c-section is that you've had one before? If you are, then there's no reason not to schedule an ERCS if that's how you're most comfortable. If you're not, then go for the VBAC. -- C, mama to one year old nursling |
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