Sad..just realized what today is :(

Sorry this is a bit OT.

My grandfather passed away on this day a year ago....I'd never have thought
a year later I'd be pregnant. I feel sad because he died 6 months after our
wedding, he loved my husband, and he would have been so happy to meet my
baby. It was very devastating for me and I had blocked it out of my thinking
until someone mentioned it to me, and now I am really sad and in tears....he
loved all his great grandkids, and loved kids in general. He always carried
Tootise Rolls and lollipops for the kids at church (he was a retired
minister). When he passed, I asked my mom to let me into his study so I
could just sit there and feel him and remember him and he still had a bag of
Tootsie Rolls on his desk. I can't even look at them anymore.

OMG, how do I stop crying? I can't stop....

Jill